okay.. from now on.. i promise i swear.. i'll update.. to appreciate who ever that already visited my lame blog and to show my appreciation and share my loves.. :)

few photos

gosh! i got stalker! it's freak! like super freak!! help!!

hey! how's life?? great i hope..well.. since i'm too lazy to scan my pic.. this time.. i try to publish it by photos! sorry it take too long! later then!

hey, how's everything? i've been pretty busy this time..
but these are some stuffs i've made recently..
i hope you like it! some are from my sketchbook.. :)

seorang anak dengan topeng ultraman yang sudah cukup usang termangu sendiri di tepi ilalang. namun sekumpulan anak-anak tetap asyik bermain tanpa menghiraukan anak bertopeng itu. Walaupun memakai topeng, bahasa tubuhnya menunjukkan bahwa da hanya ingin bergabung. Setiap ada anak yang berlari mendekat ke arahnya, tubuhnya yang tidak kalah usang dengan topeng ultraman yang dipakainya menunjukkan sedikit semangat. Namun, tubuh usang itu kembali layu setelah ternyata tidak ada satupun yang mengajaknya bermain bersama.

sepi

sepi

sepi

suatu hari, setelah berbulan-bulan lamanya, akhirnya ada seorang bocah yang datang menghampirinya sembari bertanya, apa yang selama ini kamu inginkan?

anak itu seolah lelah mengharap siapapun akan datang sesuai harapannya dengan lemah berkata : 'teman'

for some reason maybe i just can't post a pictures yet..

therefore, ill tell you something weird that happened in my room this morning..

well.. i got this kind of dorm thingy. which means that i stay alone there in my room. although i got some besties here. but we don't live in the same room.

anyway this morning when i took a shower, as usual i opened my door just a half. Cause i always forgot to buy the new bulb for my bathroom. so i meant to let a light inside so it wont be that dark anymore.. (as a vampire i don't mind spending the day in the dark, but i feel like it will be nicer if i can see wether the water is clean or not. well, a little light helps.

anyway.. when i started to take a shower, i thought i saw a glimpse of shadows passing by in my room. at first i thought that i was just my imagination. but i saw it passed the room for about 4 to 5 times. to be honest it gives me a goosebumps.. a little. i don't know nor care if this place is really haunted. but well.. i just didn't like the feeling that something or someone sneaking at me and my room without my permission.. that sucks.. really do.

i wont mind if that something is a vampire whom actually falling for me. but well, i know that you all will laugh at me saying im loco but the hell with that! i just didn't like that im shiver because of something so stupid like that.

its a little something of my days then..im kinda busy and living in a very hectic situation where i got loads and loads never ending stuffs to do. but unfortunately that im not that strong to always keep up with this bizzare. i got collapsed a time or two. but well.. Thanks God that i can manage it fast so no one will notice what's up (i don't think anyone cares either anyway)

you know, sometimes its good to be like emily the strange.. when you could have your alone time rather than you got a noisy birds tweeting around you.. i didn't say that i hate that. but sometimes its just really nice to have a place of peace although just in minds. i got some bunch of friends who can be at my side but remains shut and calm. but they could be crazy too at the same times. well, that's something that i prefer to have and keep..i don't like too much noises when its just too much..

how about you??