Hi, again.

Now I want to tell a bit about ads industry. For some, it might be pain in the ass.. with the politics, drama and.. highly demanding clients. And yes, it should stress you up so much. Mashing your head and you just want to bang it hard to the wall. But, all and all.. all you need is just someone who acts like a trigger to you. Turning the dead bulb on your head that quick is all you need. And that's why you need a leader.. a role model.

All fields, every person all need role model. Whether you realized, wanted, wished.. or not. Maybe because all of us are looking up to someone else when we were just a child. To our mother, sister, father, brother, any family member that close to you.. even your imaginary friends!

But again, when you have the passion to do anything. No matter what, it will be such a pleasant feelings in your head and mind. *mind me head and mind are different things*

One of my friends once told me, 'K, why it's like you never work? But you've done it all. Why it like you never take anything so serious, you never get really stressed out?' and i just smiled.

Those questions leads me to many years ago. When I saw my mother came home with eyes popping, wrinkles, and exhausted face. Hell, she looks really ugly. Thou she's actually super cute and nice. But when it comes to work, when she got home or had a fight or any else.. she looks different. And who wants that?

So what ever you did, do..or done. try to enjoy it. How? look for a trigger. because without it, no one can lit your dead bulb. You can't have anything. Ideas, motivations.. or... even you could lost your passion.

My notes: takes everything as your playground. Tell your boss; 'please, let me do mistakes so I could learn from it. And be much better than before' and do have fun. if you work hard, play hard too! And it doesn't even mean that you have to waste your money having vacation abroad, or splurge into a non sense indulgence that you regrets after.. as simple as go to next town, stay in a motel or family's residence, turn off you blackberry, mail, etc. eat something decent for your tummy and tongue, read books, call a long-way-no see- friends, have a deep laugh conversations, and sleep nicely. *that goes well for me.

so go do what you love, then you'll love what you do! without pressures.. well, a bit might not goes wrong, and be inspired every single time you blink, you breath, you hear.

:D

You know.. it's so sucks if you just wrote (or typed) anything but it's all dissappear. Argh.

Anyone who read my posts.. Pleaseee.. pleasee.. wish me luck. I need all the luck because I want to move out so bad.

Well, here's the thing. You know something you want so bad once you've seen it, right?

That happens to me. Just like I want those vamplets dolls. I want to work with this cool Group Head lady and hillariously funny Creative Director. But as usual.. I might be not that good. I just finger-crossing my hands all the time and pray. This reactions happens because my parents are so thrilled that I've got interviewed there. And from the cool me (yeah, cool I am) to the nervous me. Aaand.. few of my friends might know it well.. every single time I'm this nervous, I felt a strange jolt in my tummy that makes me throw up. (in spite of my bad condition tummy.. yes, I've got this maag thingy). I hate to wait.. the longer I wait the more frantic I became.

But hey, If I'm not good enough to join that team there, maybe I belong to somewhere else. Somewhere I didn't know and somewhere I never heard of. (aand.. what makes it better Kay?? Duh.)

Anyhoo.. Pleaseeee.. wish me luck. Love love love love

Ps: Here's the Vamplets that I adore..

few photos

hey! how's life?? great i hope..well.. since i'm too lazy to scan my pic.. this time.. i try to publish it by photos! sorry it take too long! later then!

seorang anak dengan topeng ultraman yang sudah cukup usang termangu sendiri di tepi ilalang. namun sekumpulan anak-anak tetap asyik bermain tanpa menghiraukan anak bertopeng itu. Walaupun memakai topeng, bahasa tubuhnya menunjukkan bahwa da hanya ingin bergabung. Setiap ada anak yang berlari mendekat ke arahnya, tubuhnya yang tidak kalah usang dengan topeng ultraman yang dipakainya menunjukkan sedikit semangat. Namun, tubuh usang itu kembali layu setelah ternyata tidak ada satupun yang mengajaknya bermain bersama.

sepi

sepi

sepi

suatu hari, setelah berbulan-bulan lamanya, akhirnya ada seorang bocah yang datang menghampirinya sembari bertanya, apa yang selama ini kamu inginkan?

anak itu seolah lelah mengharap siapapun akan datang sesuai harapannya dengan lemah berkata : 'teman'

and these are my few sketch that finally done. well, it's an old one.
but its my vampiresketchbook and i haven't add any of my pure scan-sketch.
so well.. enjoy..

i want to ask you, why its so hard to update my blog?? it's always failed and its super sucks. how impatiently me..its just because of the connections in here are lame.. LOL

anyway, congrats to my super cool friends. they're together now. hint: acel.. ahaahahahaha.. both of you are super cool. i can't wait to see you both collaborating.. whoaa.. super awesomely cool, i guess..

thanks to my moe for editing this stuffs. love you!

why its bluey when it supposed to be reddish?!

my mid term test.. well.. the color aren't supposed to be like this thou..
cuz its all reddish.. and why'd its all blue ish?? aaaaaarrrrggghhhhh
still managing that anyways..
well my class should make this dvd's cover and the brochures.. but for the dvd's i think its more like a book cover rather than dvd cover.. but yea.. wtf..

watermarks.. watermarks

morning! previous days i was thinking about the watermarks that i should put on each of every pictures and sketch i made.. but i really didn't know what should i make.
my friends told me that it wasn't that necessary at all.. but well, when bretel's said so.. what can i do?!

talking bout watermarks, i really like lorena alvarez's pictures. she got those bird's watermark for all of her pictures. and that didn't ruin the pictures at all!
i'm a big fans of her, to be honest. and i wish that someday she could teach me how to do those coloring like that. its awesome!

this are one of my favorites..viva lorena alvarez!

Btw, i know my english aren't good at all.. but i really hope that people will read my blogs more easily by using english. rather than i wrote in indonesia or other language..
tee-hee!

hugs and bites,
tutu